change

all it takes i a moment for change

surrounded by glimmering smiles and echoing giggles, fading to dripping tears and gruesome grins.

simple, almost as if the happiness never existed. once we ruled mountains of hope, baring smiles only to roll downhill back into the past.

wandering a baron land of hopelessness we build ourselves up only to come crumbling down at the slightest difference in scenery.

struggling with reality, so instead we wrap ourselves in fantasy.

reassurance

Alone and lost she glides towards reassurance.  Heartbroken she pleads for release,for help.

Afraid and uncalm she ventures and begs for answers.

Drizzled with hope yet only despair grows and forms. Nourished with helplessness she slides towards uncanny conniving darkness.

Smugly it enfolds her, cradling her emotions it expands until she can no longer bare it. Carrying the weight she stumbles. Unable to walk she crawls,  dragging her thoughts in a mound. How did she get here? Why did she get here? .. to this point of no return.

Glaring, haunting laughter comes from her tormentors,  flowing smoothly from her lips.

Cries heard only by her..
 she buries herself in reality.

those in refuge (for my beans)

for a moment to change, all it takes is a drop of difference.
for a memory to fade, it only takes another, stronger more dominant to overcome the shell of laughter or despair

he walked among those in refuge, he waiting and finally pounced, latching onto a desperate, innocent mind, he fed his poison through lies and smiles. he charmed and gained a part of her that could only once be taken, throwing an accusation. her portrait slowly, began to slice and tare. hidden marks began to form.
yet she stayed there, craving the fading colors that he painted upon her portrait.

alone and unaware she sat in silenced pain while once again he joined those in refuge, waiting to pounce.