maybe this is what the Mayans predicted.
not a asteroid or a solar flare.
but the end of what we are..
we no longer cherish life, or other people, even the earth, animals or resources put on it.
WAR
GENOCIDE
ABUSE
SENSELESS MASS MURDER
ANIMAL CRUELTY
GLUTTONY
GREED
WASTE
and..
LUST
..
look around you, the end of the world is already here..
Friday, January 10, 2014
MIA
finally with my Best Friend again.. seems like its been ages . gosh*
so Daniel Mizen.. two words that should or shouldn't mean anything to me.. ahh I wouldn't know.. or do I know? no admittance? WHERE is this world at???
everybody seems MIA lately
its like.. the world is empty.. but its not.. does this make any sense.
if you think about it.. it does, doesn't it? what if we are the moon to a completely different galaxy? what if we are the Aliens to the Aliens that we are looking for.. what if we are Aliens to ourselves.. something that we should think about.. do we truly know ourselves or is it all just a lie.. we all have these identities that own us, control us and become us.. what if these identities are all just one big lie.. one big jumble of emotions that we secretly made up.. we try to make situations sound better or worse than they really are.. we try make our lives sound better than they are or worse than they are? why do we do this..
maybe its because we as a human race crave attention or love and a knowing place, a comfort zone a place where we rule and are in control. where we are the kings of our world. we own the castle.. or is it because we are so scared of not being good enough.. everybody has that one thing about themselves that they would die to change.. mine would be.. my way of taking things to seriously or acting as if I'm the 'it' in everything. what's yours.. why are we so afraid of letting people know our weaknesses?
if you care.. you will become your own weakness.
so Daniel Mizen.. two words that should or shouldn't mean anything to me.. ahh I wouldn't know.. or do I know? no admittance? WHERE is this world at???
everybody seems MIA lately
its like.. the world is empty.. but its not.. does this make any sense.
if you think about it.. it does, doesn't it? what if we are the moon to a completely different galaxy? what if we are the Aliens to the Aliens that we are looking for.. what if we are Aliens to ourselves.. something that we should think about.. do we truly know ourselves or is it all just a lie.. we all have these identities that own us, control us and become us.. what if these identities are all just one big lie.. one big jumble of emotions that we secretly made up.. we try to make situations sound better or worse than they really are.. we try make our lives sound better than they are or worse than they are? why do we do this..
maybe its because we as a human race crave attention or love and a knowing place, a comfort zone a place where we rule and are in control. where we are the kings of our world. we own the castle.. or is it because we are so scared of not being good enough.. everybody has that one thing about themselves that they would die to change.. mine would be.. my way of taking things to seriously or acting as if I'm the 'it' in everything. what's yours.. why are we so afraid of letting people know our weaknesses?
if you care.. you will become your own weakness.
sad realization
sooo.. today after a good walk on the beach with my sister, I've decided that I need to get out more. you know one more day and I could turn into a smelly old corpse.
Grade 10 starts in less than a week for me and I'm still lounging about. enjoying what's left of my holiday.. Maybe its time to get ready for the year to come. its going to be hell of a lot of work and by what I can tell its going o be pretty damn' shitty, but I guess you have to make the best of it heyy.
saw my brother, going to miss him when he fly's off to J-bay. ahh seriously hope his plans fall thru.. I know its his dream to have a break year out in J-bay and I probably sound really selfish. but I cant bare to see him go..
if he doesn't go to J-bay he's looking at doing volunteer work in Iraqi starting in July. that I wouldn't mind but then he moves to Kenya for good at the end of the year. what will I do without you Pattrick Rogers..
so my sister and I were talking ... (I know this is a serious conversation drop.) you cant really trust guys nowadays. if they're not total jerks then they're cheaters.. you very rarely find a guy that will treat you like the princess (or hoe) you are.. more common for hoe's to find their soul mates though.
guys just treat us like crap.. I mean even those couples who have been together for 3years.. "hint" these poor girls go through their boyfriends cheating on them because they wanted sex and the girlfriends wouldn't give it to them. yet these girls ,like bats, blindly run back to these jack asses. and then blame the girl that he cheated on them with. HONESTLY SWEETY. some people need to know when to realize that they're getting screwed around. "GIRL! if he cheats on you, thinks about cheating on you or even flirts with other girls DUMP him!! I'm not going to play soft sponge.. ill come out and say it HE DOESNT CARE ABOUT YOU!"
why do guys have to be such whores. not that its only guys, don't get me wrong. but if you no longer care about the person you're with then dump them!
I like Cállum..
get this.. he and I decided to be friends right, today he liked a photo I uploaded onto Facebook and it was like BAM! feelings chased me like I was the goose to be cooked on thanks giving.. not that I know what thanks giving is or anything :'D
just like a wave of feelings appeared in a dry desert of hopelessness.. I need to realize.. I'm not over him..
Grade 10 starts in less than a week for me and I'm still lounging about. enjoying what's left of my holiday.. Maybe its time to get ready for the year to come. its going to be hell of a lot of work and by what I can tell its going o be pretty damn' shitty, but I guess you have to make the best of it heyy.
saw my brother, going to miss him when he fly's off to J-bay. ahh seriously hope his plans fall thru.. I know its his dream to have a break year out in J-bay and I probably sound really selfish. but I cant bare to see him go..
if he doesn't go to J-bay he's looking at doing volunteer work in Iraqi starting in July. that I wouldn't mind but then he moves to Kenya for good at the end of the year. what will I do without you Pattrick Rogers..
so my sister and I were talking ... (I know this is a serious conversation drop.) you cant really trust guys nowadays. if they're not total jerks then they're cheaters.. you very rarely find a guy that will treat you like the princess (or hoe) you are.. more common for hoe's to find their soul mates though.
guys just treat us like crap.. I mean even those couples who have been together for 3years.. "hint" these poor girls go through their boyfriends cheating on them because they wanted sex and the girlfriends wouldn't give it to them. yet these girls ,like bats, blindly run back to these jack asses. and then blame the girl that he cheated on them with. HONESTLY SWEETY. some people need to know when to realize that they're getting screwed around. "GIRL! if he cheats on you, thinks about cheating on you or even flirts with other girls DUMP him!! I'm not going to play soft sponge.. ill come out and say it HE DOESNT CARE ABOUT YOU!"
why do guys have to be such whores. not that its only guys, don't get me wrong. but if you no longer care about the person you're with then dump them!
I like Cállum..
get this.. he and I decided to be friends right, today he liked a photo I uploaded onto Facebook and it was like BAM! feelings chased me like I was the goose to be cooked on thanks giving.. not that I know what thanks giving is or anything :'D
just like a wave of feelings appeared in a dry desert of hopelessness.. I need to realize.. I'm not over him..
Friday, January 3, 2014
sweet nothing.
liquorish. . .
funny ass word that! like alcohol and sweets.. put together. 'I've been on a liquorish craze lately.. everything liquorish.
liquorish in the morning
liquorish in the night
liquorish in the shower
liquorish on the toilet
liquorish for lunch
liquorish for dinner
liquorish
liquorish
liquorish
LIQUORISH
.. pretty much liquorish all the damn' time!
funny fact, this delicious treat was actually made to be medicinal! can you believe that I'm eating medicine 24/7 .. uh no!
its like.. your first kiss, disgustingly sloppy, messy, awkward and a rush of gooey feelings you've never felt before.
my first kiss i was 2.. guessing it doesn't count so the next was in a few games of kiss catch in the first grade.. still don't count.. the next best thing was in 6th grade.. with Caleb Franco.. it was a dare of course.. on new years, two minutes before twelve lasting two minutes until after twelve.. kissed him for a year. *cough* *cough* .. but.. no matter how many times i kissed guys, i still haven't had my first kiss, my first kiss must be romantic and gooey and awkward.. kind of like my first kiss with my ex boyfriend, i dated him for a year.. i was his first kiss too.. so it was very awkward and all that lovely sloppy, gooey, yummy stuff that people call romantic.
i wish i saved my first kiss for the right guy. all these people go around saying 'he's a bad kisser' 'she cant kiss for shit'
what if they only ever kissed one person, their whole life.. they wouldn't know what bad kissing is because they wouldn't know any better.. its kind of like sex. why have sex with hundreds of guys? why should you have to have sex with someone to know that you love him/her or to prove your love to them. if teens thought that way.. there would be allot less teen pregnancies and spreading of STD's ..
SUPER HOE'S *
funny ass word that! like alcohol and sweets.. put together. 'I've been on a liquorish craze lately.. everything liquorish.
liquorish in the morning
liquorish in the night
liquorish in the shower
liquorish on the toilet
liquorish for lunch
liquorish for dinner
liquorish
liquorish
liquorish
LIQUORISH
.. pretty much liquorish all the damn' time!
funny fact, this delicious treat was actually made to be medicinal! can you believe that I'm eating medicine 24/7 .. uh no!
its like.. your first kiss, disgustingly sloppy, messy, awkward and a rush of gooey feelings you've never felt before.
my first kiss i was 2.. guessing it doesn't count so the next was in a few games of kiss catch in the first grade.. still don't count.. the next best thing was in 6th grade.. with Caleb Franco.. it was a dare of course.. on new years, two minutes before twelve lasting two minutes until after twelve.. kissed him for a year. *cough* *cough* .. but.. no matter how many times i kissed guys, i still haven't had my first kiss, my first kiss must be romantic and gooey and awkward.. kind of like my first kiss with my ex boyfriend, i dated him for a year.. i was his first kiss too.. so it was very awkward and all that lovely sloppy, gooey, yummy stuff that people call romantic.
i wish i saved my first kiss for the right guy. all these people go around saying 'he's a bad kisser' 'she cant kiss for shit'
what if they only ever kissed one person, their whole life.. they wouldn't know what bad kissing is because they wouldn't know any better.. its kind of like sex. why have sex with hundreds of guys? why should you have to have sex with someone to know that you love him/her or to prove your love to them. if teens thought that way.. there would be allot less teen pregnancies and spreading of STD's ..
SUPER HOE'S *
Thursday, January 2, 2014
running malls.
so I've been in and out of shopping malls this past month. i think I've spent more money this week than i have this year.
my dad keeps asking when ill get sick of it.. my answer is NOW!
December? my opinion, its the worst season to go shopping! for all those late bloomers who decide its time to do Christmas shopping a day before Christmas.. i HATE you. stop being lazy.
i can now say i own a dress, very proud. I've never really been one to wear dresses although i'm happy i got this one.
one really fun game to do once you finished shopping is sitting on the mall bench figuring out peoples lives.. ahh quiet interesting what you come up with.
my dad keeps asking when ill get sick of it.. my answer is NOW!
December? my opinion, its the worst season to go shopping! for all those late bloomers who decide its time to do Christmas shopping a day before Christmas.. i HATE you. stop being lazy.
i can now say i own a dress, very proud. I've never really been one to wear dresses although i'm happy i got this one.
one really fun game to do once you finished shopping is sitting on the mall bench figuring out peoples lives.. ahh quiet interesting what you come up with.
missle toe
ahh.. Christmas.. another holiday devoted to forcing you to spend a day with family that you never see, not because they live half way around the world but because they are just a huge pain in the ASS! not to mention the Aunt who thinks you are still 6years old and you favorite thing in life is a barbie.
i guess there are some plus sides to Christmas.. like the food, over eating on Christmas day is as common as a chocolate factory making chocolate. so being 5dress sizes bigger than you were on Christmas eve.. well uhh.. that's just GREAT.
and there is the wonderful missle toe, being caught under something that forces you to kiss that pimply stalker boy who has been in love with you since 1st grade all because of one innocent game of kiss catch.. well it screwed your life up.
just to wrap it up.. MERRY CHRISTMAS !
i guess there are some plus sides to Christmas.. like the food, over eating on Christmas day is as common as a chocolate factory making chocolate. so being 5dress sizes bigger than you were on Christmas eve.. well uhh.. that's just GREAT.
and there is the wonderful missle toe, being caught under something that forces you to kiss that pimply stalker boy who has been in love with you since 1st grade all because of one innocent game of kiss catch.. well it screwed your life up.
just to wrap it up.. MERRY CHRISTMAS !
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