sooo.. today after a good walk on the beach with my sister, I've decided that I need to get out more. you know one more day and I could turn into a smelly old corpse.
Grade 10 starts in less than a week for me and I'm still lounging about. enjoying what's left of my holiday.. Maybe its time to get ready for the year to come. its going to be hell of a lot of work and by what I can tell its going o be pretty damn' shitty, but I guess you have to make the best of it heyy.
saw my brother, going to miss him when he fly's off to J-bay. ahh seriously hope his plans fall thru.. I know its his dream to have a break year out in J-bay and I probably sound really selfish. but I cant bare to see him go..
if he doesn't go to J-bay he's looking at doing volunteer work in Iraqi starting in July. that I wouldn't mind but then he moves to Kenya for good at the end of the year. what will I do without you Pattrick Rogers..
so my sister and I were talking ... (I know this is a serious conversation drop.) you cant really trust guys nowadays. if they're not total jerks then they're cheaters.. you very rarely find a guy that will treat you like the princess (or hoe) you are.. more common for hoe's to find their soul mates though.
guys just treat us like crap.. I mean even those couples who have been together for 3years.. "hint" these poor girls go through their boyfriends cheating on them because they wanted sex and the girlfriends wouldn't give it to them. yet these girls ,like bats, blindly run back to these jack asses. and then blame the girl that he cheated on them with. HONESTLY SWEETY. some people need to know when to realize that they're getting screwed around. "GIRL! if he cheats on you, thinks about cheating on you or even flirts with other girls DUMP him!! I'm not going to play soft sponge.. ill come out and say it HE DOESNT CARE ABOUT YOU!"
why do guys have to be such whores. not that its only guys, don't get me wrong. but if you no longer care about the person you're with then dump them!
I like Cállum..
get this.. he and I decided to be friends right, today he liked a photo I uploaded onto Facebook and it was like BAM! feelings chased me like I was the goose to be cooked on thanks giving.. not that I know what thanks giving is or anything :'D
just like a wave of feelings appeared in a dry desert of hopelessness.. I need to realize.. I'm not over him..
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