its done!

ahh.. iv never felt so good! my design is now complete and handed in after working on it for six hours last night.. it was a race against time to complete it and i couldn't rush, i suppose having design first period was a bummer tho because i planned on prancing around like a proud horse showing everybody my piece of art but my dreams were crushed this morning when i realized that i had design first period. i went through the great depression in the space of five minutes then i picked my sh1t up and got over it. glad to have at least finished it. but don't get me wrong, i did show just about everybody who came up to say hi to me this morning along with my tutor class and tutor. and then as soon as i walked into design i show Mrs Engels and then signed in and took my book around the class to show off my handy work. and then my bubble was popped, stampeded, torn to pieces and crushed until it was non existent when i saw Ayla's work. so kids the moral of the story is, don't show people your work. you will look like an idiot and die -_- anyway its time to speed off topic and talk about this guy.. im not mentioning names this time so lets just call him hunny pot. anyway so hunny pot is related to a teacher in the school which makes it completely awkward. its not that i like him but hes throwing those mixed signal vibes around and im feeling a bit like im in a circus. its like hormones, speed, hormones hormones, speed speed, hormones and some more speed. just a wonderful bowl of sloppy shit. anyway so hunny pot added me on bbm, whatsapp and Facebook in the space of about five minutes so again instead of the great depression it was more like the great appression if that's even a word? i don't know. so like since hunny pot is like all good and no hint of bad boy is in his life or whatever.and hes not all that good looking, but he is a gentle man i just dont think i can stood down like bam. so it doesn't make me a bad person now. does it? so another speed off topic, now im sitting in design pouring my heart out and was so unkindly disturbed by Mrs Engels because some weirdo freak in class swore at her. it was INTENSE so of course he's going to the office. so of course me being me i had to shout out 'for the rainbow nation' and then had everybody look at me like i was on fire. Wow people.